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#1 the letter Carol left
1.Carol:What a strange girl you are, flung out of space. 你真是一个奇怪的女孩，像是个天外来客。
「All of us, you know, we have affinities for people. We like certain
people. you like certain people, right?
You don't like others. And you don't know why you're attracted to some people and not others, the only thing you know is - you either are attracted or you're not. It's like physics - bouncing off each other like pin balls.
yeah but... Not everything's as simple as a bunch of pin balls reacting off each other.
Some things don't even react. But everything's alive.」
A lot of words want to tell you .I do did something wrong .But I really think you misunderstood me a lot.And want to make something clearly.
2.Harge:I love her.
Abby:I can't help with that.
「I don't know what I want. How could I know what I want if I say yes to everything?」
There are no accidents and he would found us one way or another.
3.Therese:Do you feel safe?With me,I mean?
Carol:You're full of surprises.你真是充满了惊喜。I‘m not frightened.
「My angel, flung out of space...」
First tell you those people I talked.I guess you thought I had flirted with them.Actually I didn't .I have a lot of interests,so I know a lot of people who have same interest with me.But I only talked about those professional knowledge with them,not the topic of sex.If you only meant I don't talk with them about sex or love or something like that,I'm ok with that.But if what you meant is I can't talk with any other male ,I'm afraid that I can't do it.Everyone has his own social circle.I won't give up my normal life for you.
Everything comes full circle.
4.Landlady:Or if you prefer,the Presidential Suite is available.At a
very attractive rate.
Carol:Two standard room should be fine.
Therese:Why not take the Presidential Suite?I mean if the rate's attractive.
「Dearest. There are no accidents and he would have found us one way or another. Everything comes full circle. Be grateful it was sooner rather than later. You’ll think it harsh of me to say so, but no explanation I offer will satisfy you. Please don’t be angry when I tell you that you seek resolutions and explanations because you’re young. But you will understand this one day. And when it happens, I want you to imagine me there to greet you, our lives stretched out ahead of us, a perpetual sunrise. But until then, there must be no contact between us. I have much to do, and you, my darling, even more. Please believe I would do anything to see you happy, so I do the only thing I can – I release you.」
Be grateful it was sooner rather than later.
5Carol:My angel, flung out of space.
「Hello? Carol? I miss you... I miss you.」
Then I'm going to tell you those men who said love me.Indeed they said that ,but it is ture or not is quite a different matter.I'm not interested in them.
You'll think it harsh of me to say so,
6.Therese:I'm sorry,what am I thinking?I'm thinking that I'm utterly
Carol:Don't do this,you have no idea.别这样，你根本不知道。
Therese:It's selfish because I take everything that I dont know anything,I dont know what I want.How could I if I say yes to everything?
「I should go.
No, no, you don't.
About that Indian boy,I know him earlier than you.So it happened long time ago.And if you don't like Indian people ,I won't talk with any Indian people.It is not a big deal.I respect you.
but no explanation i offer will satisfy you.
7.Carol:I took what you gave willingly.
「May I speak? I won't deny the truth of what's contained in those
This is off the record, honey.
Might as well be on the record. Harge. I want you to be happy. I didn't give you that. I failed you. We both could have given. More. But we gave each other Rindy, and that's the most breathtaking, the most generous of gifts. So why are we spending so much time trying to keep her from each other. What happened with Therese, I wanted. And I will not deny it or say that I... but I do regret, and I grieve for the mess we're about to make of our child's life. We, Harge we are both responsible. So I think we should set it right. Now I think that Harge should have custody of Rindy.
Could I suggest that let's take a break, folks?
No, Fred. Let me speak. Because if you don`t... I won't be able to cope. Now I'm no martyr. I have no clue what's best for me. But I do know. I feel it in my bones what is best for my daughter. I want visits with her, Harge. I don't care if they're supervised. I just want them to be regular. There was a time when I would've done most anything. I would've locked myself away to keep Rindy with me. But what use am I to her, to us, living against my own grain. So that's the deal. I won't, I cannot negotiate anymore. You take it or leave it. But if you leave it, we go to court. And when we go to court, it would get ugly. And we're not ugly people, Harge.」
Please don't be angry when i tell you that you resolutions and expalnations because you're young.
8.Carol:Please don't be angry when I tell you that you seek resolutions and explanations because you're young.因为你年轻，所以会寻找解释和解决办法。But you will understand this one day.And when it happens,I want you to imagine me there to greet you.Our lives stretched out ahead of us,a perpectual sunrise.我们的生命将在那里延伸交汇，如同永恒的日出。
Now I am going to say a long story about me.I really hope you could read it.
But you'll understand this one day.
9.Carol:Please believe that I would do anything to see you happy.So I do the only thing I can-I release you.
After my ex boy friend broke up with me .It hurt me a lot.I suffered the depression.My families still don't know nowdays.A lot of times I wanted to kill myself.In a snow night,I went outside feeling nothing is worth to make me stay and wanted to end my life.When I walked down the road to a streetlight,I found an amazing scene.It looked so beautiful that the snowflakes were flying under the light.It is the most beautiful thing in the world at that time.I want to say it saved my life .I told my myself," as long as there are still beautiful thing existing,even if there is only one,It's worth keeping me living in this world."So I didn't do that stupid thing.
And when it happens,i want you to imagine me there to greet you,our lives stretched out ahead of us, a perpetual sunrise.
10.Carol:Because if you dont let me to speak,I wont be able to cope.我可能就撑不下去了。I'm no martyr.I have no clue what's best for me.But I do know.I feel it in my bones what is best for my daughter.I want visit her,Harge.I dont care if they're supervised.I just want it to be regular.There was a time when I would've done most anything,I would've locked myself away to keep Rindy with me.But what use am I to her,to us,living against to my grain.So that's the deal.I wont...I cant negotiate anymore.Take it or leave it.But if you leave it,we go to court.We go to court and it will get ugly.
After that,I kept making myself to live happily.My situation got better than before.My ex boyfriend is stimulus and could easily stimulate me .He seemed to be deliberately reminding me of his existence. Everytime I was almost going to forget that painful memories about him and to start a new life ,and I almost made it,he always contact me ,at intervals. After his contaction,the depression would break out.Although I wouldn't want to suicide anymore,but depression is a torture.It makes my life like a mess.I talked less,eat less ,sleep less and shut myself in the room feeling that having no love for life.And always forget things正规买球软件 ，.I am not hoping you could understand the situation ,if you have never gone through it.
But until then,there must be no contact between us.
What I really want to say is the next:
I have much to do,and you,my darling,even more.
When the first time I saw you ,you attracted me .When you smiled to me ,I was thinking ,"oh my god ,you are so beautiful."You look like an angel.Everything around you is shining.And your smile looks so beautiful .My heart is dark and damp .My world is full of darkness.But you are the light ,you can dispel all the darkness in my world and bring light .You look sunshine.When I saw you ,I saw the bright.You can save my world.You are the"snowflake".In my eyes,you the most beautiful in this world.And after talking with you in the video call ,more confirmed my thought.I think the reason is your character .Your body can give out the light. I have never seen a boy like you .You are so soft sometimes look cute.When I was looking at you,I feel you like soft cotton and i want to hug you tightly.
I don't want you to leave me.My thinking is a little selfish.But this is how I feel.Because you are the only light in my dark life.None could do that .But you make it.You make me feel safe and hopeful.Every time you were angry with me and going to delete me,I was always scary.I was afraid that you would leave me.It felt like I was going to lose something improtant.
Please believe that i would do anything to see you happy,and so i do the only thing i can-i release you."
I am regret very much about what I said that night.I shouldn't say that.I won't do sex with all of the men.I don't have the courage to take a risk of suffering AIDS or STD .I was stimulated so I said a lot of messy words.It must hurt you.Sorry.
#2 what Carol call Therese
"My angel.Flung out of space"
You are a doctor.you must know the technical term"avoidant attachment".I am this type.I do want to be loved and a relationship.But I don't have any confidence. I don't know how to love people expecially in a relationship. I can't overcome my personality defects.So I think people like this would better to be single,otherwise both will be hurt.I do like you,but I just can't fall in love you .That is my problem.I don't know how to love people.I have no ability to deal with relationship well.
#3 Therese's word
I think I do care about you very much.Otherwise I won't explain anything.No metter how you are feeling now,I 'm ok with that.Actually I don't look forward to anything else.that is enough for me to see you on the screen.
"I'm sorry.What am i thinking?
I'm thinking that i'm utterly selfish,
And thinking of your identity,my blood freezes . I feel that you have too many secrets.I don't know how you feel.But i do feel embrassed and don't know how to talk with you anymore.Maybe you have some reasons that couldn't tell me.But i feel you're unfamiliar .I told you everything about mine ,but I even don't know who you are.....Hope something would never happened and we could still talk like before.Hope that i still could flirting with you without any worry.
Forgive my sensitive.
and i should have said no to you.
But i never say no.
And it's selfish because i take——everything,and i don't know anything.I don't know what i want.How could i if i say yes to everything?"
"I took what you gave willingly."said Carol.
#4 Beautiful Ending
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