It hurts me to hurt anyone， and I want you all to know that it was never my intent to offend anyone through my actions and I sincerely apologize to those who were hurt or felt let down by me。 I have the utmost respect and love for the people of China and cherish the incredible memories I have made while visiting in the past。 I have learned to be very careful of how my actions can come off or be portrayed， and I’m hopeful you’ll accept my apology。 I hope to meet many of you and let you get to know me for me。 I do not condone hurtful behavior and want people and fans of all backgrounds to know they are welcomed， loved， and respected around me and by me。
I told you that i dont want anyone to suffer cause of me, and i knew that 4 month is a long time for such a short relationship...
why u love me?Have I lost the part u like?what else I can do to save the relationship?surly,if I do nothing ,just let it be ,it will die sooner or later.
伤害别人令我感到心疼，我想要让你们知道我绝非想要冒犯任何人。 我真挚地向那些因我的言行而受到伤害或者失望的人道歉。 我对于中国人民怀有极大的尊重与爱，我珍惜过往曾经到访中国的点点滴滴。 我已学到我应谨言慎行，避免可能引起误会的行为发生。 我希望你们能够接受我真挚的道歉。 我希望我能跟你们见面，让你们了解一个真实的我。 我绝不容忍伤害别人的行为，我想要让所有人都知道，无论任何文化与背景，我都绝对欢迎、尊重并热爱着你们。
At least now. You know that if i could of see you right now i would of done it.
The shittiest thing is I found I started losing u and I can't do nothing but see it
we are the same person,all of us don't want to hurt anyone.But The good personality of us do bring me some trouble.u merely reply me few words and seems never to strat a conversation on ur own.so I can't avoid thinking if u don't love me anymore.(now I know I was overthinking,u was just busy and tired.sorry. u never mentioned what u are doing. So I can't imagine how busy u are. .)I was suffering merely cause of myself
No reason to love you??? What are you talking about? What are the reasons to love someone at all?!?!?
But when I have written all of them, I realized how selfish I am
Affection. Man creates it. so man can control its "life ".But how?
I promised that we will meet again, and as soon as i can...
Have nothing,have nothing to lose,have nothing to fear
U are the one I never want to lose
I can't bear the fear drives me to change into the one u like anymore
Girl, i want you. To see you again, feel you again.
I told you before, im traveling and falling in love with people but understand that i have to continue my journey...
I do miss you!
It's an cowardly act indeed.
If so ,let's make a deal. Never change ourselves to satisfy each other's desire.
Unfortunately it's exactly the reason I want you go
I don't want to be selfish
I don't wanna fear it either. just like u
I hate the fact that i make you feel like that.
I can't bear the fear anymore
Lee:Probably good night
But I can't stop
Lu:Do u think there is still some reason to love me?I think there is not. My friend was drunk tonight. Puked a lot. She fells so bad. Cause she wants to ask a question to the one she loves. She wants to ask if he missed her. Why ?why not just ask him. I told her. Ask! Say it!why not !is there something worse than what u are going through right now??! Ask!Ask him! Actually,I was just like her too. These days ,I am thinking that if we should continue this relationship. Don't get me wrong. When I am saying this I am not do not love you anymore. It's right the apposite. I love u so bad. I just want to know what u are thinking about me. Do you think the relationship is a burden for u ?Just tell me. Don't hide your feelings. I don't care if I will feel so bad. It doesn't matter. Just tell me ur real thoughts....love you. Good day.
Thank you for being honest with me.
I want to be my myself，not merely the one u like
Sometimes I do hope u just leave me behind,cause U deserve to do so to a girl who far away from u ,and can't do nothing good for u,in other words--me.
Lee:Burden?? Come on?
I understand that its hard and hurt.
Change into the one you like is the only thing I know which can last our relationship.But I don't know what should I be.and I don't want to be other one not myself
But please dont suffer for my sake. If you cannot bear it just dont. Cut me out of your life.
Lee:call me when u can
Shouldn't I have paid too much care of lasting the relationship?
I used to want someone to love me. But after I met u. I just wanna love you. I don't want the one I love to love me. Cause I think it's selfish. Be the happiest person please.All of my love.The hard winter, just leave it to me.
Maybe I just don't want to see the end of ur affection.Maybe I just don't want to have hope. I don't want to build my hopes up. I don't want to live in fear. There is no fear of losing if u never have it.The proper thing u should do when u start being afraid of losing is let it go in advance .so I want to leave you now.we can be more than friends but not boy friend and girl friend. I don't need your promise,I don't need you have responsibility for me. I don't want to be selfish. Visit me when you can.Talk to me when you want. I will threat you just like before . Nothing will change. I will still miss you as before,love you as before. U. Just do what you want. Never care about what you should do to me. No. Don't think like that. If u do so ,I feel guilty. I can imagine what u want to say---The Same goes for me.
Lu:The shittiest thing for me is not the feeling of missing u dear,not the distance of us as well,don't feel sorry, I can wait.
People always say Love someone do not need a reason.But actually it's not like that. Or how to explain the end of a relationship,the death of affection?Still no reason? When u don't love him anymore,there is always at least a reason which led to that situation. Thus love or don't love someone. There must be at least a reason.
I ask myself why I love you and which will make me don't love u anymore. The answer is I don't know and nothing.
Hard?? Of course, i told you that its gonna be like that. I know me at the army have no at all...
The death of the affection.
But what else I can do ,at my age,st my situation ?I can't find out what else I can do...I can't do other than what I am. I wanna be myself. I don't want to be the
I feel like what ive just wrote is a mess, but that was instant reaction.
I love you so bad,but I want a break-up. It's sounds weird isn't it?
I am the one who always chasing perfection
While im busy and have no time to think at all you are studying and thinking. Whats makes it harder for you.